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"It's a Long December and there's reason to believe maybe this year will be better than the last, I can't remember all the times I try to tell myself to hold on to these moments as they past"
maybe I'm just a nihlist these days, but why do I keep going? I mean that in the most basic sense. All I know is that I don't have it in me to stop because of the burden it will be onto others. A year ago, a never believed things would get worse. Now, I never believe that things can get better.
I just want 2006 to be over and done with.
I'm going to Chicago for the New year.
Perhaps I'll come back situated.
maybe I'm just a nihlist these days, but why do I keep going? I mean that in the most basic sense. All I know is that I don't have it in me to stop because of the burden it will be onto others. A year ago, a never believed things would get worse. Now, I never believe that things can get better.
I just want 2006 to be over and done with.
I'm going to Chicago for the New year.
Perhaps I'll come back situated.