Nov 29, 2005 01:38
"you're knocking on heaven's door"
...not what I should be hearing less than a week out of the hospital from the partial staff. I shouldn't be dragged to the ER, spending the night next to a man on a ventilator. Nothing about this seems right. This isn't how I expected life to be after I once and for all surrendered, and did my part. I guess you fall fast when you follow the rules. I want to come home so badly because I can't survive like this.