dammit...

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i am not supposed to be feeling this way.

i was not supposed to have reacted that way.

dammit...

bakit ako na-affect ng sobra-sobra...

buti na lang, one call to my kumare made me feel better.

...

pero marzs, hindi ko maiwasang isipin kung bakit ako nag-react ng ganon? nakakalurkey. pramis. hindi ko tuloy alam kung paano ko siya haharapin.