Life Sucks
well i'v been kinda of deppresed lately and i dont know why, everything seems to be going wrong in my life. And i find myself constantly thinking what i'm going to do when i get out of high school and i keep finding that i dont know and that scares me. Lately to with friends i know its probably just because of summer but i seem like i'm slowly drifting away from all my friends. Family wise the last time i heard from anybody on my dads side who lives in phoenix was back in march. My life just seems to me as if i'm along and i'm trying to find something to do and i'm the only one sitting here doing nothing at all. All my friends have jobs, permits and licanse's and are starting there lifes. And i seem to be the only one thats still doing nothing. And i'm not doing this for atention or posting this just to make you feel bad for me thats the last thing i want, its just feels some what better to get it out of my head.