Sep 22, 2005 18:33
man, i am sooooooooo tired. i havent gotten much sleep lately and its starting to kick my ass...BAD! and i cant take a nap either b/c it takes like an hour until i can actually fall asleep. i hate naps...they're pointless and stupid.
ive worked every freaking day this week and its wearing me out. gaaaaaaaaaah ive been so stressed out lately with everything and its put me in a bad mood. also the lack of sleep has put me in a bad mood.
spent the night at kevins the past two nights b/c i didnt want to be at my house. i can feel the tension around here. i hate it here. it stresses me out like HELLA. yes, hella. even me and my lil sis arent getting along at the moment which sucks b/c shes the only one i actually really like in this family. and shes one of my best friends. even if she is stupid sometimes. i just want to move out. SO FREAKIGN BAD.
i have no money. im 171 dollars in debt and im not even going to actually be able to start saving money for like another month b/c its prob going to take me that long to get outta debt considering that i have to pay for my phone bill, gas, food ect. the whole point in me getting two jobs was so that i could save up money to get the hell outta here. i really want to move out by december. who knows if thats gonna happen.
i have to work 11 hrs tomorrow! geezus im gonna die. 12-3 at hollywood then 4-11 at old navy. i get so frustrated at old navy b/c i just started and i dont know* where anything in the store is so when ppl ask me for something im just like uhhhhhhhh i dunno! i just cant wait till this weekend.
i was supposed to be getting my hair cut tomorrow but well, im working...so that isnt happening. hopefully sat though. i need a hair cut real bad.
tonight kevin and i are going to watch crash b/c ive been wanting to see it and its finally two weeks old! woohoo!
ok time for food WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BYE