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soooo yeah im not going to school this summer. im starting in the fall instead. it really sucks. my dad decided that he would tell me yesterdzay TWO WEEKS BEFORE IM SUPPOSED TO START, that the financial aid forms take like 2 months to go through. and i still havent sent mine in. i dont know what the fuck im even supposed to be doing financially for this shit. my parents arent helping me at all either. it fucking sucks. im so lost on what i need to do to sign up for school. gaaaaaaaaaaah. i dont wannna wait till the fall. i didnt think i wanted to go but now i really want to b/c i need a fucking change. GAH!
anyway...this weekend was ok i guess. on friday i hung out with dillon, matt, lauren, hannah, zac anderson, cabana, and some other ppl i didnt know at jkline's. they were all sitting there playing halo 2 and it was boring so me, lauren, hannah, and matt decided to go to wal mart and get a candle for the apartment. so we took an adventurous trip to wal mart and then went to the apartment and hung out. i love hannah, lauren, matt, and dillon. they're my favorites. :)
yesterday i slept till like 1:30 then went to the tanning bed and then went to hannah's and hung out with her and lauren. HANNAH'S HOUSE IS FREAKING AMAZING. I HEART IT. her brother is moving back from college and had some of his friends over...they're studs haha.
today i have done nothing but laundry and clean. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
i still like this boy and it sucks and im stupid. all he has done this past year is make me feel shitty. i cant talk to him and tell him how i feel b/c i jsut feel stupid. grrrrrrrrr i want a relationship...i didnt think i did but now i think i do. I DUNNO WHAT I WANT DAMMIT. no, i wanna meet a nice boy who cares about me and who will treat me good.
alright well im gonna go and finish watching the life acuatic. have a great day!
anyway...this weekend was ok i guess. on friday i hung out with dillon, matt, lauren, hannah, zac anderson, cabana, and some other ppl i didnt know at jkline's. they were all sitting there playing halo 2 and it was boring so me, lauren, hannah, and matt decided to go to wal mart and get a candle for the apartment. so we took an adventurous trip to wal mart and then went to the apartment and hung out. i love hannah, lauren, matt, and dillon. they're my favorites. :)
yesterday i slept till like 1:30 then went to the tanning bed and then went to hannah's and hung out with her and lauren. HANNAH'S HOUSE IS FREAKING AMAZING. I HEART IT. her brother is moving back from college and had some of his friends over...they're studs haha.
today i have done nothing but laundry and clean. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
i still like this boy and it sucks and im stupid. all he has done this past year is make me feel shitty. i cant talk to him and tell him how i feel b/c i jsut feel stupid. grrrrrrrrr i want a relationship...i didnt think i did but now i think i do. I DUNNO WHAT I WANT DAMMIT. no, i wanna meet a nice boy who cares about me and who will treat me good.
alright well im gonna go and finish watching the life acuatic. have a great day!