well....
last night i gave up....i dont like anyone...its just that i cant be the only one that shows interest, so i take his lack of interest as a point taken and im done with it....i still think it would have been cool but hes a great guy and i cherish our friendship so thats good enough for me......isnt it funny how things always work out that way for me?>....ah well ill find someone in good time, i luv ya all and thanks for being amazing friends....im out *muah*