changes....
I dont know what i feel. i still care very much about the guy that i told i just want to be friends. He is a great guy, he just wanted way too much time way too soon. and the fact that he is a little older bothers me when i think about it, i dont feel it really when we are together but reality sets in when u think about it. so all that was really the main problem in what went wrong. also my best guy friend is trying to set me up with his good friend and im really not sure if i want to do that. i still have feelings for the other guy but this new guy is much more practical in the age range. i know most of you dont really know about the situation and what i am talking about but i just needed to write it all down. so yeah i got a new bed, its really cool and alexis-my soon to be step sister is now living with us and is going to our school this next semester. shes a junior. im ok with it cause shes cool and its kinda fun having someone besides my sister around. well i know i have been realllllly busy lately but i wanna hang out with u guys, call me.......and i am gonna try my best to make some time.