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I need to get the fuck away from Flint. I know too many people here, and too many people know me. I hold nothing against the city itself. In fact, it's grown on me. The fact is, there is too much...shit attached to this town for me.
I wish I could go back to Illinos and relive my two weeks there. For two weeks, I was someone else. I got to redefine who I was, to meet people on my terms and let them know who the fuck I figured myself to be. A love there would be purer than anything I could ever have here, because here I'm just John. There, I was who I had wanted to be, who I want to be again.
I want to wash myself clean of the dust that has settled over this miserable hole of a city.
(I don't wanna hear shit from anybody. I just wanted say something.)
I wish I could go back to Illinos and relive my two weeks there. For two weeks, I was someone else. I got to redefine who I was, to meet people on my terms and let them know who the fuck I figured myself to be. A love there would be purer than anything I could ever have here, because here I'm just John. There, I was who I had wanted to be, who I want to be again.
I want to wash myself clean of the dust that has settled over this miserable hole of a city.
(I don't wanna hear shit from anybody. I just wanted say something.)