Let the fast begin....
binged horribly because i was upset i gained 1/2lb after 200kcal yesterday.
what a contradiction eh? haha.
anyways, decided a fast is definitely needed to regain some control & willpower.
even though ive had an ED for 6yrs now, ive never completely fasted for more than 2 days
so im going to attempt 3days...more if i can!
haven't had anything since 3pm
i WILL not screw this up.
i NEED to fast.
im glad i live alone, a roommate would think im crazy.
i duct-taped my fridge shut. and tied utility rope around all the cupboard doors.
haha that DOES sound a little intense,
but i know i have a tendency to nibble here & there, and sometimes those little bits turn into full blown binges.
im just not taking a chance this time.
what a contradiction eh? haha.
anyways, decided a fast is definitely needed to regain some control & willpower.
even though ive had an ED for 6yrs now, ive never completely fasted for more than 2 days
so im going to attempt 3days...more if i can!
haven't had anything since 3pm
i WILL not screw this up.
i NEED to fast.
im glad i live alone, a roommate would think im crazy.
i duct-taped my fridge shut. and tied utility rope around all the cupboard doors.
haha that DOES sound a little intense,
but i know i have a tendency to nibble here & there, and sometimes those little bits turn into full blown binges.
im just not taking a chance this time.