May 10, 2008 18:43
As the seasons change (or at least attempt to) I feel like mind is searching for distinction. A grasp on the feeling, mood, vibe, or whatever of the approaching months. Every sort of period in life just to have an over all ora about it. Sometimes you can smell it, take a deep breath and just sort take in the world around you. Maybe a better way to describe it would be like a chapter in a book. It can be as long or as short as you want, but it only exists for that amount of time and then its gone.
Sometimes there will be a brief instance where a feeling from the past will just wash over me. Maybe it'll trigger memories. Maybe it will pass before I even get the chance to appreciate it. It's almost like a Deja Vu, but much less specific. I really think it has a lot to do with the weather though. Just something about the air, the way it smells. I think it subconsciously gets associated with our memories. attaching to a period in our life and then moving on with the wind. Like the scent of a past love associates itself with the memories of that person.
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