Happy?
I swear my mind is stuck in negative mode or something. For the longest time I've always had such a good outlook on life. I've always told myself everything will work out in the end. "The universe tends to unfold as it should" You know, that sort of reassuring/comforting philosophical shit. And its never proven me wrong yet. Time always moves on and everything more or less works out to my general gratification.
Now I'm not talking about anything I have any control over. I always been a huge advocate of "If you really want something, go out and get it" I think its ridiculous when people sit around wishing for something all their life that they could have if they would just put in the effort.
No I'm talking about the things nobody really has any real control over. The things that really all you can do is hope for the best and maybe things will work out in your favor. For some reason these are having a tendency to play out in my mind with only the worst possible results lately. Usually stuff like this doesn't bother me, but Noooo, now all I can seem to think about is "well, what if BLAH!?"
Whats worse is I start to think things over so much that I start thinking thats how things really are. Even after reality proves me wrong and shows me I have nothing to worry about, I'm soon thinking the worst yet again. What the hell is that all about? Things have been really great for me as of recent. Can't I simply enjoy that and bask in a bit of happiness? Or has my brain taken a liking to thinking depressing thoughts all the time?
Has anyone else ever had this problem?
Now I'm not talking about anything I have any control over. I always been a huge advocate of "If you really want something, go out and get it" I think its ridiculous when people sit around wishing for something all their life that they could have if they would just put in the effort.
No I'm talking about the things nobody really has any real control over. The things that really all you can do is hope for the best and maybe things will work out in your favor. For some reason these are having a tendency to play out in my mind with only the worst possible results lately. Usually stuff like this doesn't bother me, but Noooo, now all I can seem to think about is "well, what if BLAH!?"
Whats worse is I start to think things over so much that I start thinking thats how things really are. Even after reality proves me wrong and shows me I have nothing to worry about, I'm soon thinking the worst yet again. What the hell is that all about? Things have been really great for me as of recent. Can't I simply enjoy that and bask in a bit of happiness? Or has my brain taken a liking to thinking depressing thoughts all the time?
Has anyone else ever had this problem?