Loser Livin it
I want to get a personality and a real identity. But i think that we all are just trying to find ourselves. Hopefully someday I'll be able to feel like I own my mind, body, soul, or whatever it is that makes us us.
I was looking at My x-girlfriends myspace today and I miss her. I miss everything she did for me and everything about her. And its gone now. Gone. She has another boyfriend and I don't want to accept that. I don't want her with another guy I want her with me. But O-well, Too bad.
As long as she's happy and healthy, I'll be able to live my life. I still care for her and I still talk to her. Somehow she's still apart of my life. It's okay though. It just makes me sad to think about her, to think that maybe she was the one girl for me.
But I think it's time now, to discover who I am. This is the first time that I feel like I should just let her fall away from me and experience fear by myself, for myself.
I want freedom and I want disgust. Thanks for the times and for all you've given me.
I don't feel happy but I'm not dead yet.
I was looking at My x-girlfriends myspace today and I miss her. I miss everything she did for me and everything about her. And its gone now. Gone. She has another boyfriend and I don't want to accept that. I don't want her with another guy I want her with me. But O-well, Too bad.
As long as she's happy and healthy, I'll be able to live my life. I still care for her and I still talk to her. Somehow she's still apart of my life. It's okay though. It just makes me sad to think about her, to think that maybe she was the one girl for me.
But I think it's time now, to discover who I am. This is the first time that I feel like I should just let her fall away from me and experience fear by myself, for myself.
I want freedom and I want disgust. Thanks for the times and for all you've given me.
I don't feel happy but I'm not dead yet.