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[flappygiraff44]

heyyyy i'm at the library... again but this time with courtney. Yesterday courtney got really mad at jon bcuz.... i don't remember why... oh well anywayz last friday when we went to go see the pants jon wouldn't put his arm around courtney but moses put his arm around me =). i was watching half the time but noooooooo he was too chicken but he's going to do it tomorrow i guess. Yeah tomorrow we're going to see dark water which should be fun but i don't know if jimmy can go cuz if he can't and moses can then amanda won't go so it'll be me, Moses, Courtney and jon but thatz still lots of fun too lol. Courtney and me invited amanda Mede last night but she has plans so we're inviting Haley. I miss everyone.... blahhh. oooooooo on the way here there was a fight between 2 girls and it was wicked funny. one girl was like lying on the floor getting kicked while her blood is like going everywhere. soooooo funny. that was the highlight of my day... =D i'm so mean... actually not really... now i'm just rambling cuz i have nothing else to write about... Jon is trying to call moses to go online... i've have no one to talk 2!!!!! i got a new screen name so i 4get everyone elses. There's this kid ryan at hhs who's really nice... but rubs his nipples and keeps saying crack.... even tho i keep saying crack w/ him lol. I feel bad cuz b4 i knew him i called him ugly cuz he has really bad acne.... =( oh well i'm nice to him now. oooooo There's this kid in my computer class that i was talking to about movies we like and i said "harry potter, lord of the rings and i'm starting to like star wars" and he was all like " omg i don't know any girls who like that... ur my dream girls" sooo i started to move away from him lol and he's like the biggest nerd in the world lol

CRACK

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed 'cuz you came around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cuz you channeled all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is...

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You should've never come around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cuz you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel