*keeping my fingers crossed*
So, I have been feeling so much better, it's so wonderful... :) :) :) :) :)
Because I have been feeling better the last week (because of something the doctors are trying out with me) I think I am going to try and start working again. I miss it insanely :( Nad it kills me to turn stuff down, especially since I miss it so much.
Oh! And I took off more weight :) Since I haven't been on the friggin' couch all week I have been able to be um... something called.. active? LOL So I took off over 5 lbs. this week. Yay. :) And my waist has gone down too :) (not that umm it was huge or anything... haha) But now it's just a tiny bit over 24" :) SO I'm just too cool for school.
Although I don't ever wanna have the boy hips I used too again though... eek. I dunno, I don't wanna buy size 0/0 jeans again.... when you have your agent asking you to PLEASE, PLEASE gain weight... your modeling agent none the less.... and when they are putting 33" for your hips on your card and telling you try to get UP to 33"? Not so cool.
Besides, once I had on a hat on castings, and when waslking out of a Duane Reade (a drug store in NYC) an old man dropped his prescription bag, so I leaned down to get it, and before he saw my face he goes, "Thanks sonny."
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHHA!!!!!!!!!!
ANYWAY.
Finally watched the rest of that show I was in (friggin two hours lol) and they ended with my face. haha, how weird. So, I should've told my friends about it :) lol, they are mad at me now.. hm. lol
Soooo... with starting to work again I'm starting out slow, doing an editorial on Saturday. Should be cool... it's being shot in a Flower Shop (in the city of course) and is all pretty light spring dresses and stuff. :) I went through the emails I have gotten in the last week with job offers for stuff shooting really soon and decided to go with this because it's something different... I dunno, lots of 20's stuff, something themed around Hollywood Glamour, some look-books and some make-up ads for a newer cosmetics line overseas. (the last one though I might do, I got in touch and asked what the dates for shooting were)
I'm happy I kept in touch with a lot of people though. It doesn't seem like it will be a problem at all.
Just not sure if I could handle doing the whole agency thing again. I'm sure Major would take me, they really wanted me last fall, beginning of winter... but I just knew how I was feeling, and that I wouldn't be able too. So, I think if I went back it would be super easy.
But then I'm back with the modeling taking up 100% of my time.
I want to act.
So, lots to think about.
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxo
Because I have been feeling better the last week (because of something the doctors are trying out with me) I think I am going to try and start working again. I miss it insanely :( Nad it kills me to turn stuff down, especially since I miss it so much.
Oh! And I took off more weight :) Since I haven't been on the friggin' couch all week I have been able to be um... something called.. active? LOL So I took off over 5 lbs. this week. Yay. :) And my waist has gone down too :) (not that umm it was huge or anything... haha) But now it's just a tiny bit over 24" :) SO I'm just too cool for school.
Although I don't ever wanna have the boy hips I used too again though... eek. I dunno, I don't wanna buy size 0/0 jeans again.... when you have your agent asking you to PLEASE, PLEASE gain weight... your modeling agent none the less.... and when they are putting 33" for your hips on your card and telling you try to get UP to 33"? Not so cool.
Besides, once I had on a hat on castings, and when waslking out of a Duane Reade (a drug store in NYC) an old man dropped his prescription bag, so I leaned down to get it, and before he saw my face he goes, "Thanks sonny."
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHHA!!!!!!!!!!
ANYWAY.
Finally watched the rest of that show I was in (friggin two hours lol) and they ended with my face. haha, how weird. So, I should've told my friends about it :) lol, they are mad at me now.. hm. lol
Soooo... with starting to work again I'm starting out slow, doing an editorial on Saturday. Should be cool... it's being shot in a Flower Shop (in the city of course) and is all pretty light spring dresses and stuff. :) I went through the emails I have gotten in the last week with job offers for stuff shooting really soon and decided to go with this because it's something different... I dunno, lots of 20's stuff, something themed around Hollywood Glamour, some look-books and some make-up ads for a newer cosmetics line overseas. (the last one though I might do, I got in touch and asked what the dates for shooting were)
I'm happy I kept in touch with a lot of people though. It doesn't seem like it will be a problem at all.
Just not sure if I could handle doing the whole agency thing again. I'm sure Major would take me, they really wanted me last fall, beginning of winter... but I just knew how I was feeling, and that I wouldn't be able too. So, I think if I went back it would be super easy.
But then I'm back with the modeling taking up 100% of my time.
I want to act.
So, lots to think about.
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxo