argh, my poor heart - literally.

[flapperwannabe]

So, excuse me... but I must be a drama queen for a moment here.

I think the doctor tried to KILL ME.

I'm in the operating room - all covered in plastic and sticky things and an IV. (that hurt... and thbe nurse was this stunning former model... ok, what are the chances????)

Waiting...
Waiting....
WAiting.....

They come in.

I have to stay awake so they talk to me as they do this.

BAM! Sticking needles in my neck.

Then they slid the wire down my jugular vein. (Yes, that is the HUGE ASS vein in your neck... like, the big one? So I'm terrified I will bleed out in die om umder two minutes..)

Then, within a minute I hear...

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOUD OING??? NO! NOT THAT WAY! DOWN! IN!" (as a horrible sharp pain pierces me. UGH.)

So.. I calm down.

I'm watching my pulse on the screen. It's at 90/91

All of sudden the nurses start screaming, "135! 140! 145!..."

And my heart starts going insane.. Like I can't breathe, I start sweating horribly, my arms starts kerking on thier own.

They injected something and it slowed down.

Apparently this happens once out of a thousand times.

I hate it.

Ugh.

Rach