May 02, 2004 11:30
I've really been feeling shitty since Friday, maybe before? I don't know, I just feel unusually distant and vulnerable. I've also been feeling like nothing I do will ever be good enough. Don't argue that you think I'm good enough because I still don't live up to my own standards, which is a little ironic considering I don't generally have many standards at all. It all just feels a little too hopeless. Maybe it feels like everything's gone to shit?