sticking it out
Allright now...I have finally come to a point that I honestly don't know what to do. I cannot do my homework any longer. CAN NOT do the homework...The bits of information I have been mising since the beging are finally biting me in teh ass and hard. I have been sitting here since 8AM [because I did not go to school today] trying to do anythign and I just can't anymore...MY classes are all moving too fast, the teachers are not teachign anythign relevent to the homework, and I am terribly overwhelmed and stressed. I called to make an appointment with a counselor at school, but they cannot see me until the 21st! Isn't that some bullshit?...I have called my Achedemic advisor to ask him what I should do. Some of my classes deffinately need to be dropped if I am to do any good in any of the others that are actually important. I am not playing a waiting game for the advice from the people at the school. Something has to change and I am at a complete loss for what to do next. Until I can speak with my achidemic advisor, I am not going to do anything.
Last night I was asking questions like "Will I be a loser if I drop out after this semester?" and "Is the 'prize' worth playing the game anymore?" I have been feelling very distraught and simply burnt out. College is something that less than 2% of all people make it through. The other 98% still survive somehow and seem to do so considerably well. The "real" world can't be as bad as this...But then again...If things change there is still a bit of hope for this semester.
Any input on this matter is greatly appreciated.
Last night I was asking questions like "Will I be a loser if I drop out after this semester?" and "Is the 'prize' worth playing the game anymore?" I have been feelling very distraught and simply burnt out. College is something that less than 2% of all people make it through. The other 98% still survive somehow and seem to do so considerably well. The "real" world can't be as bad as this...But then again...If things change there is still a bit of hope for this semester.
Any input on this matter is greatly appreciated.