blehh
I am feelign a little down tonight...The past few weeks have been down right lonesome. It feels like it has been me agaisnt homework and classes all alone. Nobody really seems like they care to make friends, and even if they did I'd only be seeign them in school...I think I am also begining to see why not many people get into geology...it is HARD!
I have been wondering if I am really cut out for all of this. I feel so stressed. I can't sleepand I just want to keep eating and eating and eating...I forced myself to stop after four pieces of toast, some Oreo cookies with a glass of milk, a couple slices of salami, and temptations to eat more...I've been eating breakfast lunch and dinner too lately. It isn't like I have been forgetting...now I can't go right to bed with this...Grrrr...
Bitch bith bitch bitch and whine whine whine whine
I am begining to see that things haven't changed much from my old LJ :(...Blah...I have a trip to Kansas city to look forward to in two weeks...I am goign to fisit a friend of mine that I met online YEARS ago...I hope that goes well and that I don't get behind in my school work :(...I generally like beign too busy rather than not buy enough but it has been rediculous...I wake up, go to school, come home, and do homework until I go to bed...I'm begining to wonder if I'll be able to go back to dancing at all :(...grr...Someone please just tell me it'll be allright...Lie to me if you have to.
I have been wondering if I am really cut out for all of this. I feel so stressed. I can't sleepand I just want to keep eating and eating and eating...I forced myself to stop after four pieces of toast, some Oreo cookies with a glass of milk, a couple slices of salami, and temptations to eat more...I've been eating breakfast lunch and dinner too lately. It isn't like I have been forgetting...now I can't go right to bed with this...Grrrr...
Bitch bith bitch bitch and whine whine whine whine
I am begining to see that things haven't changed much from my old LJ :(...Blah...I have a trip to Kansas city to look forward to in two weeks...I am goign to fisit a friend of mine that I met online YEARS ago...I hope that goes well and that I don't get behind in my school work :(...I generally like beign too busy rather than not buy enough but it has been rediculous...I wake up, go to school, come home, and do homework until I go to bed...I'm begining to wonder if I'll be able to go back to dancing at all :(...grr...Someone please just tell me it'll be allright...Lie to me if you have to.