Jun 17, 2005 01:49
I hate how everything has changed. I hate feeling this way towards you and being so mad and guarded all the time. I hate thinking you hate me and wondering if I did anything to piss you off today. I hate calling you because you never call me anymore. I hate being so close all the time but never talking anymore. hmmmm what can I do about this situation?
anyways. the play is so fun and awesome! its only the 3rd week but I can tell that its gonna be an amazing show.
on another note, Im sick of feeling so weird lately. I dont even know why I care so much about other peoples opinions of me and why I let it hold me back from doing things.
"and dont ya know it never stops, try to please the world and stop the ticking clocks but I, I'm not lettin it happen this time..."