Hectic weekend!
Recently probably due to the extreme lack of food or sleep I have been really emotional.
It's so many things all piled on top of each other! I will start off by saying the good emotion is complete love for Liz! I spent the weekend with her and her family and friends. Ever single second with her is like a lifetime here in Connecticut. Why is it that every single event is so much more amazing and breath taking if she is in the same room as me? I wanted to get THAT off my system.
The airplane rides consisted of me drooling over the amazing adventures of Robert Langdon. Read the Divinci Code or Angels and Demons if you haven't. It could probably even beat Harry Potter. I drool over every single word of Dan Brown.
But the sad emotions mainly came up when I was on the trip home. I found out my dog, Cobi, has cancer. Just for your information I have had a total of 4 bernese mountain dogs.. Rawley my first dog, died of cancer. George, my second dog, died of cancer. Cobi, has cancer. And Lukka is still showing no signs. What the fuck? Is it the breed or is there something more to having lost so many dogs to one fucking disease.
Spending time with Liz's family makes me kind of feel bad about my relationship with my parents. I spent one night with Liz and her mother watching TV shows that they both watch as a family thing. My parents don't do that with me at all. It feels like my parents and I have never really had that bond that I want. I really wish we had more traditions or other things... There is so much to update for the weekend like trick-or-treating or getting my ass handed to me by Liz in Soul Calibur III but I am too tired and will update later.
I love Liz <3
It's so many things all piled on top of each other! I will start off by saying the good emotion is complete love for Liz! I spent the weekend with her and her family and friends. Ever single second with her is like a lifetime here in Connecticut. Why is it that every single event is so much more amazing and breath taking if she is in the same room as me? I wanted to get THAT off my system.
The airplane rides consisted of me drooling over the amazing adventures of Robert Langdon. Read the Divinci Code or Angels and Demons if you haven't. It could probably even beat Harry Potter. I drool over every single word of Dan Brown.
But the sad emotions mainly came up when I was on the trip home. I found out my dog, Cobi, has cancer. Just for your information I have had a total of 4 bernese mountain dogs.. Rawley my first dog, died of cancer. George, my second dog, died of cancer. Cobi, has cancer. And Lukka is still showing no signs. What the fuck? Is it the breed or is there something more to having lost so many dogs to one fucking disease.
Spending time with Liz's family makes me kind of feel bad about my relationship with my parents. I spent one night with Liz and her mother watching TV shows that they both watch as a family thing. My parents don't do that with me at all. It feels like my parents and I have never really had that bond that I want. I really wish we had more traditions or other things... There is so much to update for the weekend like trick-or-treating or getting my ass handed to me by Liz in Soul Calibur III but I am too tired and will update later.
I love Liz <3