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Click to viewThis song is just.. awesome.
Not sure where this falls under, I think it's a bit emo but fuck it, for once there's a song out there that captures such a feeling so well. This has happened to me so often... many times than I lead on. Not that I'm gonna be sitting here and bitching about such things, it's just life. Rather, it has such an odd effect, I'm not sure why I would want to remember such a thing but something about it that draws me in.
All in all, I just really like the melodies to it. A big bonus to it is there are freakin' violinists, and a cellist in it. I love my music that is very instrumental, it fulfills that classical music taste I crave.
Thought I should share such an awesome song.
Moving on, getting somewhat better I think. There are moments when I'm in such pain, I often wonder if I should go to the hospital... and then there are moments when I feel fine. It sounds like an easy answer but at the same time.. these things are known to last up to a week without any use of medication. Now what I'm really afraid is being in a situation where I'm at work and being sick there. :\ Luckily I have a short shift tomorrow, buying me time to heal up.
But this really is a wake up call for arranging some kind of medical insurance. A Social Worker told me themselves and I quote, "Those who are 21-62 are pretty much screwed." She gave me a list of places that would offer health care for free, but I've heard how this all works. You got to make appointments several weeks in advance or have to wait half a day to see a doctor with a possibility to be stuck with a bill. But you know, I already got enough bills on my plate. :\ I just hope I can hold on until next year. By then I should have a lot of things under control.
Eh, moving on from that junk.
Drama sure is building up here at home. Apparently I pissed off my aunt because she couldn't wait for a couple of minutes for me. I know what she wants, she wants a favor. I know if I wanted a favor she always finds an excuse. So for once I don't feel guilty at all. My.. for once, I feel like I can stand up for myself and not worry about my relatives thoughts on certain matters. Just doin' my own thing all on my own. This opens up a lot of opportunities for me. For once I don't feel like I'm tied here anymore.
But anyways. ANY-WAYS. I'm getting off track here. I should get some rest and continue to take it easy. Hope you all are doing well.