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so i had an awesome weekend at sarah's!! it was a lot of fun and just really relaxing. just what i needed. or so i thought. but now i'm not so sure. because now it's back to the stressfulness of life. and it has nothing to do with school work. that's not the problem. it's this whole housing thing. i wish people would call me back when i need to know what's going on. or that they would put more effort into it. i don't think anyone understands how bad this is for me. i can't even call home now because i feel so bad that i don't have an answer yet for my parents. and i bet my mom is sitting at home now so stressed out about it.
i really need people to help out when they say they will. i don't want all of this bullshit to fall on me. for once i just want something to work out for me. because this school year so far has been a bunch of let downs. and i'm done. i just want to go home. but wait, i can't. i can't face my parents until i have a reimbursement check from school or money from the girls.
hopefully tomorrow we'll go and meet with this guy who wants to see us. but i don't see that meeting going well.
don't mess with me now, because it's not gonna go over well if you do.
i really need people to help out when they say they will. i don't want all of this bullshit to fall on me. for once i just want something to work out for me. because this school year so far has been a bunch of let downs. and i'm done. i just want to go home. but wait, i can't. i can't face my parents until i have a reimbursement check from school or money from the girls.
hopefully tomorrow we'll go and meet with this guy who wants to see us. but i don't see that meeting going well.
don't mess with me now, because it's not gonna go over well if you do.