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I am so pissed off.
I am pissed off more than I can even express.
There is a conspiracy against me.
1. Alright so the track season started off with me getting 4th or 5th on the team in the first meet out of 15. Right so then a bunch of peope finished a lap early. Ladd knew I did it right, or should have, either way they took me out of my best event after that with no explination.
2. Never got put back in the mile. Moved me down to JV600 when people I could beat were running the mile. I am not fond of that race. I cant seem to excel in it.
3. Got put in the JV meet even though people that I've beat EVERY FUCKING TIME are still in the varsity meet. A little curious? I think so.
4. This is the last straw. In the state frosh/soph meet they marked Keith over 20 second better than me in the 1000. HE CAME IN RIGHT BEFORE ME. IT WAS CLOSE TO A TIE!!!!!!. Even Keith can back me up on that.
I really cant take this shit anymore. It is all complete bullshit. Im seriously thinking of quitting and just running marathons. I could get much father that way than with coaches that dont even know shit and really dont give a shit. This is wayy out of hand. So I dont get credit for anything? Why should I even try when I give it my all and it really doesnt seem to matter to anyone? Fuck it.
I am pissed off more than I can even express.
There is a conspiracy against me.
1. Alright so the track season started off with me getting 4th or 5th on the team in the first meet out of 15. Right so then a bunch of peope finished a lap early. Ladd knew I did it right, or should have, either way they took me out of my best event after that with no explination.
2. Never got put back in the mile. Moved me down to JV600 when people I could beat were running the mile. I am not fond of that race. I cant seem to excel in it.
3. Got put in the JV meet even though people that I've beat EVERY FUCKING TIME are still in the varsity meet. A little curious? I think so.
4. This is the last straw. In the state frosh/soph meet they marked Keith over 20 second better than me in the 1000. HE CAME IN RIGHT BEFORE ME. IT WAS CLOSE TO A TIE!!!!!!. Even Keith can back me up on that.
I really cant take this shit anymore. It is all complete bullshit. Im seriously thinking of quitting and just running marathons. I could get much father that way than with coaches that dont even know shit and really dont give a shit. This is wayy out of hand. So I dont get credit for anything? Why should I even try when I give it my all and it really doesnt seem to matter to anyone? Fuck it.