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I don't want to go to sleep, because that means I'll just have to wake up, which means I will once again realize I'm not dreaming the chaos that is my life, which is in itself depressing, and makes me want to go back to sleep, but I don't, because of the aforementioned.
I get so hungry my stomach burns, then I cook food only to have it appear nauseating. I miss meals without thinking about it, then feel like eating 2 meals worth the next day.
I am so frakking confused. My body appears to be in a similar state.
Losing this house (home) will likely be one of the hardest things I've ever done.
Now what the hell will I do with all this stuff...
I get so hungry my stomach burns, then I cook food only to have it appear nauseating. I miss meals without thinking about it, then feel like eating 2 meals worth the next day.
I am so frakking confused. My body appears to be in a similar state.
Losing this house (home) will likely be one of the hardest things I've ever done.
Now what the hell will I do with all this stuff...