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quotes of yesterday afternoon:
"I'm tired of being with more homely looking guys who are nice, but then turn out to be assholes. so I'm just going to find a hot one I know is an asshole and not be surprised." -w
c: that's how you guys know all of your friends
br:how?
c: they've all slept with one of your friends at some point...(trails off and laughs when realizing it kind of applies to her)
soooo I drank way too much last night, we all did. it made me a little extra upset then, when my idiot roommate was being an idiot. definitely would sound like I'm saying that because I still care, but it's definitely out of sheer annoyance. he's disappointed me I guess, I've been seeing a different side to him and I'm not fond of it. he needs to grow up. the slut and brennan leave tomorrow and then I'm going to do my best to ignore ben for a bit, shouldn't be too hard as I have a busy week. think I just need a break. should be easy, all my spare time is booked this week- hanging with tup, matt, derek during the week...rylan and will on saturday, connor on friday I think. but at least they're fun. time to rant. I don't know how I could have been so wrong about some things. at least now I know how wrong he would have been for me now. I always knew he wouldn't be good for me, but I'm talking personality issues more or less. right now I'm not sure I want to live here with him for 11 more months.
semi-tempted to head to abby next weekend, I'm missing people. haha and missing girls.