I appreciate the clarity. You know I'm mad smitten with you. I spent some time thinking it was mutual, some time thinking that it wasn't, and a lot of time in between being really damn confused. I'm kinda wishing we'd had this conversation a fairly long time ago, as I've sorta had my hopes up that if a lot of the ifs cleared (If Doug didn't hate me, If I could maybe kinda be into him, If I didn't make things move too fast or want to move in with y'all, etc) then there was a possibility.
I prefer bluntness, big time. I wasn't raised to be not-blunt like most girls. If you don't flat out tell me yes or no, I don't infer it.
For the record, I am okay with the poking with my boy. Just so you know. It took two years, therapy and patience. But I don't feel like, "wow, the wonderful world of unexplored penises is now wide open!" because of it, either. I don't do so well at trying to "get it up" for boys and I do tend to be fairly hesitant about falling for girls who are attached as a package deal to boys for that reason.
Everyone is sometimes irrational and whiny. I don't think that's enough of a reason to not get in a relationship with someone.
But I see where the other things are.
You'd never given me a flat out "no" before. You can't blame a smitten girl for continuing to try until she gets one.
Good luck, both of you. I hope you find what you're looking for. :-)
I prefer bluntness, big time. I wasn't raised to be not-blunt like most girls. If you don't flat out tell me yes or no, I don't infer it.
For the record, I am okay with the poking with my boy. Just so you know. It took two years, therapy and patience. But I don't feel like, "wow, the wonderful world of unexplored penises is now wide open!" because of it, either. I don't do so well at trying to "get it up" for boys and I do tend to be fairly hesitant about falling for girls who are attached as a package deal to boys for that reason.
Everyone is sometimes irrational and whiny. I don't think that's enough of a reason to not get in a relationship with someone.
But I see where the other things are.
You'd never given me a flat out "no" before. You can't blame a smitten girl for continuing to try until she gets one.
Good luck, both of you. I hope you find what you're looking for. :-)
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