Sep 23, 2004 06:09
Well its early, and my breakfast, as usual, Easy Mac and a pepsi is very good. yes i know when i get older, im gonna pay dearly for it! But its all good. Ohh hey what about my new layout? its kick ass!! gotta love it! all thanks to my favorite and bestest cousin..StarLynn!! chicky i wuv yas!! lol Well, on a sad note, waking up this morning was weird. I got up thinking i was an hour late of getting up to my original time and sound. the worst tourcher system, a talking alarm clock that sounds like a rooster. god i cant stand the sound of it. i despise the sound of roosters now! But the sad thing is that, that damn thing has me whipped. I thought i as late...but i wasnt, it was 5:07 when i got up...and i didnt realize that till afterwards i only got up 7 minutes late. i thought i was late. i looked at my clock on here and i was like ohh shit. and when i came back in here i looked again and i saw that it said 5:28 i wasnt to happy. thats the first time i have ever gotten up without that alarm clock, and at the right time. I told my dad and he was like. wow it took me 16 years to get you trained....and by a rooster! Thats sad! I didnt get to talk to Matt last night cause i fell asleep around 6. :( i dunno whats going on with me and him. i dunno if were dating or not. grrrrrr i hate it when i figure out whats going on when i should know! lol Hes leaving Sunday for Tenneessee. ima miss him! hes gonna be gone for a week. :( I found out my mom has been going in and out of the hospital. she calls my dad just to let him know shes been in there. She only goes in there hoping to find out something really bad is wrong with her. I seriously think she has Munchausen syndrome . She tried to have all her kids on medicine...and succeeded with 4 or the 6. i was one until i moved in with my daddy! Theres always gotta be something wrong with her or her kids. shes fucked up. and im very pissed at her. shes gonna go talk to my dad and tell him he needs to keep a close eye on me cause ill be out there with all the guys and that ima get pregnant by 16, well thats funny, im 16 now and im still not pregnant! not planning on it either!!. BITCH IM NOT YOU (she had her first kid when she was 16). grrr i hate her. but i told her i got my tongue pierced and showed her. she asked if my dad knows, and i told her no..only to see how long it would take her to tell him, she hasnt so far but shes itching to. OF course my dad knows, i wouldnt of got it without his permission. i dunno. its a fucky situation!!!!