peek-a-boo!!
Well today is my big brothers birthday! hes 19! so.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH! lol yeah im a great little sister...just ask any my brothers..they'll tell ya!!
so its been a long time since ive updated this stupid thing! But anyway....its snowing and i hate it...im a summer baby so i love the warm days...and i hate holidays...i had to spend Thanksgiving in Michigan...it was cool being there with family i dont get to see that much...but other than that...it sucked horribly. Christmas is coming up...and ima hate it cause out of all holidays i think i hate that one the most. I dont know why but i do. But whatever. The semester in school is about over thank god...and so far im still doing good...i kinda started dicking around in my math class....but ima try to get my grade up in there. so its all good.
Not much has changed really...except now im in the process of getting rid of an ex boyfriend that wont leave me alone...so yeah heres the story...its stupid as fuck but im bored and have nothing to do so ima entertain the 1 or 2 people who still read this with my little misery story!!
Well here goes...
So about 9 years ago..my brother meets a kid named Brandon..i get introduced and he like supposely 'falls in love' with me (i dont see why) but anyway...about 4-5 years of knowing each other...we start dating...this goes on for about 2-3 months..well i end it cause i wanted more in the relationship like actually hanging out and doing stuff together...but i was his first girlfriend so he was pretty nervous..but anyway..needless to say, i 'broke' his heart...we didnt talk for 4 years..but then one day i get a text message on my cell phone..turns out its him...we start talking again...and im like ok...maybe things can change..so we get back together...BIG MISTAKE! We only stayed together for like 5 days...1 cause i was tired of his shit and 2 cause i suck horribly at dating...obviously...but anyway...i broke up with him cause he was up my ass, wouldnt give me ANY space and was wanting to do shit waaaaaaaaaay to fast for me...so of course...we break up..he calls me crying saying he loves me so much and all that uber mushy shit....and me being the cold heartless bitch...all i can tell him is im sorry. So we try the whole lets be friends thing...well hes expecting shit outta me that i wouldnt do with any of my other friends..so i tell him to back off...well he doesnt...and then im like fuck this...i think we need to take a break from each other and not talk for awhile...so what does he do...starts harrassing one of my best friends to see what i tell her...and becomes friends with another friend of mine that im close to..so yeah that kinda pissed me off that hes trying to get in with all my friends..possibly so i wont avoid him..well i get pissed off beyond the point that i could sit there and watch the kid get ass raped and sliced and diced into little pieces and not even care in the least bit. (i have a little boundary with people that if you piss me off beyond it i wont have anything to do with that person anymore..and he went beyond that certain little point.) So i tell him that i dont want anything to do with him anymore...and he said that hell stop talking to me once i give him a legit reason for not wanting anything to do with him.....and it pissed me off anymore cause i dont think i really have to have a legit reason..if i dont want anything to do with ya..then fuck off. I dunno but yeah...im trying to get him to realize that the more he pushes me to try the friends shit its just gonna piss me off even more to the point that i will make his life a living hell! Hopefully it wont get to that point cause i dont want to hurt him anymore but whatever.
But anyway..once again i have put a hold on the dating shit cause like i said earlier..i really suck as it...either i get guys who arent worth shit or i drive any others that i took for granted and didnt realize how much they meant to me (which thats only happened once..but as long as hes happy thats all that matters to me.)
Lately ive been having super bad tooth aches when i drink or eat hot or cold stuff....so im like what the fuck...i think ima have to starve myself just to avoid that pain. and i think its the tooth paste im using..i think its possessed! lol
Sometime this week ima call a couple places about getting a job..so i hope i luck out with that!!
Well this is getting long and if anyone had reached this point..im sorry...ive probably cause some severe brain damage for you.
so i guess until next time...whenever that will be...have fun and be safe cause remember kids safe sex sucks so screw someone special!!!
so its been a long time since ive updated this stupid thing! But anyway....its snowing and i hate it...im a summer baby so i love the warm days...and i hate holidays...i had to spend Thanksgiving in Michigan...it was cool being there with family i dont get to see that much...but other than that...it sucked horribly. Christmas is coming up...and ima hate it cause out of all holidays i think i hate that one the most. I dont know why but i do. But whatever. The semester in school is about over thank god...and so far im still doing good...i kinda started dicking around in my math class....but ima try to get my grade up in there. so its all good.
Not much has changed really...except now im in the process of getting rid of an ex boyfriend that wont leave me alone...so yeah heres the story...its stupid as fuck but im bored and have nothing to do so ima entertain the 1 or 2 people who still read this with my little misery story!!
Well here goes...
So about 9 years ago..my brother meets a kid named Brandon..i get introduced and he like supposely 'falls in love' with me (i dont see why) but anyway...about 4-5 years of knowing each other...we start dating...this goes on for about 2-3 months..well i end it cause i wanted more in the relationship like actually hanging out and doing stuff together...but i was his first girlfriend so he was pretty nervous..but anyway..needless to say, i 'broke' his heart...we didnt talk for 4 years..but then one day i get a text message on my cell phone..turns out its him...we start talking again...and im like ok...maybe things can change..so we get back together...BIG MISTAKE! We only stayed together for like 5 days...1 cause i was tired of his shit and 2 cause i suck horribly at dating...obviously...but anyway...i broke up with him cause he was up my ass, wouldnt give me ANY space and was wanting to do shit waaaaaaaaaay to fast for me...so of course...we break up..he calls me crying saying he loves me so much and all that uber mushy shit....and me being the cold heartless bitch...all i can tell him is im sorry. So we try the whole lets be friends thing...well hes expecting shit outta me that i wouldnt do with any of my other friends..so i tell him to back off...well he doesnt...and then im like fuck this...i think we need to take a break from each other and not talk for awhile...so what does he do...starts harrassing one of my best friends to see what i tell her...and becomes friends with another friend of mine that im close to..so yeah that kinda pissed me off that hes trying to get in with all my friends..possibly so i wont avoid him..well i get pissed off beyond the point that i could sit there and watch the kid get ass raped and sliced and diced into little pieces and not even care in the least bit. (i have a little boundary with people that if you piss me off beyond it i wont have anything to do with that person anymore..and he went beyond that certain little point.) So i tell him that i dont want anything to do with him anymore...and he said that hell stop talking to me once i give him a legit reason for not wanting anything to do with him.....and it pissed me off anymore cause i dont think i really have to have a legit reason..if i dont want anything to do with ya..then fuck off. I dunno but yeah...im trying to get him to realize that the more he pushes me to try the friends shit its just gonna piss me off even more to the point that i will make his life a living hell! Hopefully it wont get to that point cause i dont want to hurt him anymore but whatever.
But anyway..once again i have put a hold on the dating shit cause like i said earlier..i really suck as it...either i get guys who arent worth shit or i drive any others that i took for granted and didnt realize how much they meant to me (which thats only happened once..but as long as hes happy thats all that matters to me.)
Lately ive been having super bad tooth aches when i drink or eat hot or cold stuff....so im like what the fuck...i think ima have to starve myself just to avoid that pain. and i think its the tooth paste im using..i think its possessed! lol
Sometime this week ima call a couple places about getting a job..so i hope i luck out with that!!
Well this is getting long and if anyone had reached this point..im sorry...ive probably cause some severe brain damage for you.
so i guess until next time...whenever that will be...have fun and be safe cause remember kids safe sex sucks so screw someone special!!!