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I'm so tired of saying so much and never really saying anything.
The past two days have been horrible, and I mean HORRIBLE. A lot of self-realization and stuff like that.
But with that came the feeling that everything is going to be alright, you know. It will all work out for the best.
So many people say that, but I feel it this time, because there can only come good after feeling so low, low.
I gotta relax and remember it's Christmas time. It's so sad that 6 months ago I promised that I'd see all these people, whom I haven't spoken to in so long. It's just so bad because they all make me so happy. I just read Catalina's post about Ross (from a while back) and how sstp was awesome in general and I felt you, Catalina, I did. And in a way I am so jealous of you because I am so craving what you feel and the whole bit about Damien Rice was just awesome. It was perfect.
I am not in the mood for eloquence but I'm certainly up for a good conversation.
I want to see so many people because everyone is just absolutely perfect during the holiday season.
The past two days have been horrible, and I mean HORRIBLE. A lot of self-realization and stuff like that.
But with that came the feeling that everything is going to be alright, you know. It will all work out for the best.
So many people say that, but I feel it this time, because there can only come good after feeling so low, low.
I gotta relax and remember it's Christmas time. It's so sad that 6 months ago I promised that I'd see all these people, whom I haven't spoken to in so long. It's just so bad because they all make me so happy. I just read Catalina's post about Ross (from a while back) and how sstp was awesome in general and I felt you, Catalina, I did. And in a way I am so jealous of you because I am so craving what you feel and the whole bit about Damien Rice was just awesome. It was perfect.
I am not in the mood for eloquence but I'm certainly up for a good conversation.
I want to see so many people because everyone is just absolutely perfect during the holiday season.