I love Becky because I thought I had a final today at 8 in the morning, but she was all "No, check the website, it's thursday at 8 in the morning." So, instead of going to bed all early like I planned, I went out with Becky, Nigga Dan, Alton and Shawn and smoked. Then we all played Mortal Combat and Street Fighter and I ate almost all the food I
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Al, you are a complete and total fucking moron. HOW DARE you have the audacity to try and sound so fucking intelligent ... What the HELL did I say to insinuate anything that was worthy of writing that much to? I said "come on, now ...:(" DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT THE FUCK I WAS RESPONDING TO? You don't even know that I was making any sort of allusion to Jenn's business. Yeah, I honestly don't appreciate the fact that she smokes pot, but I've already expressed that dislike to her and in no way has if affected anyone because all I said was "that's not good for you." and left it at that. Whatever it is that Jenn does after that is her own personal choice. I didn't say a single fucking thing to anybody and you have absolutely no right to go off an such a tangent at me and make me sound like such a horrible person. I am in no way influenced by my parents or the television - or any of that other crap you mentioned - on my choices and opinions on drugs. The opinions that I formulate all come from personal expirience and I judge by what I see. I take extreme offense to your inclusion of me in "the majority" of people. You go so far as to insinuate that I am a poor friend to Jenn. You stupid bastard, if anything, I'm more of a boyfriend to her than you are. And I DO have a penis - in my closet. So fuck off. This has nothing to do with Jenn or your being her boyfriend ... This is self defense against the fallacy of your ridiculous accusations. If anything, I have a reputation to protect and I can at least obtain my dignity throughout all of this. It is so ... God, it just pisses me off so much when you go to such lengths to attack my personal character based on four words. Or whatever.
In any case, since I expect this to be deleted as is, I won't go into asmuch specifics as I can say I would like to .. That would be a waste of time.
But I can say that I never had anything against you, Al. I haven't met you so I never made a judgement. However, from what you have just shown me, you're an absolute piece of dirt. Really now, I'm very sorry that Jenn has made the choice to be with you. But like I said, it's her life. And if I don't like you, well it shouldn't effect either of you. But just please know that I really, REALLY don't like you, and I will hope every time I think of Jenn that you break up so she is taken away from such a nasty influence on her life. :)
Oh yeah and .. DON'T YOU SAY A FUCKING WORD ABOUT POT. I never ONCE mentioned pot being the reason for my dislike, so if you use it as an accusation you're being as stupid as you proved to me that you are. It sucks that you're so easily offended if anyone so much as hints ( badly ) that they don't like "stoners." Just don't be an asshole. I don't care about drugs and you. I don't like you because ... you suck. not because you smoke. :)
THE END. x/
Oh .. one last thing ... Jenn, I'm sorry about all of this. You know that I love you very much; please don't let what I said bother you, 'cause I won't ever bug you about it. :) Just take care my love, okay? Don't get hurt.
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i am aiming for understanding rather than self validation. i had two other completely uninvolved people read this mess, and the consensus is that we are both at fault. it was never my intention to anger you, to hurt you, or to hurt jenn.
this battle we have here got way out of hand, and i think we both said things we don't really mean.
i don't want you to dislike me. i never did. to be perfectly honest, i think you've got to be a pretty damn cool person if jenn has you as a friend. i respect your opinion, and i would expect you to do the same for me. if i hurt you, i sincerely apologize.
however, i want you to know that i am madly in love with this girl. i would marry her tomorrow if she would like, and i would take care of her for the rest of her life. i would never hurt her. never.
please accept my apology.
i would greatly appreciate if you and i could sit down and talk this entire ordeal out. i understand if you're not ready for that, and i want you to know that if at any point down the road you feel like talking, or for that matter, yelling, at me, i will be more than willing to listen to you.
Alton
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