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no matter what, it seems i cannot do anything right. my list of failures and short-comings and times when i wasnt good enough far exceeds my list of things i have done right. i cant seem to go for a day without annoying people and some seem to thing im a terrible friend who wont do anything for them.
i wish people would realize im doing the absolute best i can and accept that. It would be nice if people would not reprimand me for not supporting them or if i could receive some kind of recognition for something ... ANYTHING. i seem to have the maturity of a five year old and the georgetown alumnus says im "not too far off" from the middle schoolers at my dance studio.
according to the statistic sra garcia shared with us, i am sub-moderate intelligence. my "scholastic aptitude" is declining. and i am terrible at reading shakespeare.
im not good enough for my own mother. no matter how hard i try not to care what people think, its so hard for me not to care what my mom thinks of me.
hooray for me!
i wish people would realize im doing the absolute best i can and accept that. It would be nice if people would not reprimand me for not supporting them or if i could receive some kind of recognition for something ... ANYTHING. i seem to have the maturity of a five year old and the georgetown alumnus says im "not too far off" from the middle schoolers at my dance studio.
according to the statistic sra garcia shared with us, i am sub-moderate intelligence. my "scholastic aptitude" is declining. and i am terrible at reading shakespeare.
im not good enough for my own mother. no matter how hard i try not to care what people think, its so hard for me not to care what my mom thinks of me.
hooray for me!