What to do, what to do.
I know it has to be done. I just can't bring myself to do it. Again.
Ok so a few hours past since that line was typed. Apparently you never got that text message. Convienant, isn't it? I dont know why I do this, and keep putting up with it. You apoligise, say you'' try blah lbah blah. For a week you do, and then it's all back to how it was. Im not going to congratulate for starting one conversation in the past 6 months. Dont think I will. I dont give a fucking shit how busy you are. Dont treat me like we're together when we hang out, if you're going to be too busy to talk to me when we're not. Of course you don't realy care, because you're getting the best of both worlds. I'm just the one who ends up being hurt, confused and pissed off enough to write livejournal entries about it. Why are we even doing this. What's the point. Because you know I can't say no and will always come back? Do you not ever get it that when I say I want to talk to you, I actually have something to say, therefore don't peace out 5 minutes into what i'm trying to say. You don't actually take anything I say seriously.
So seriously. What the fuck is wrong with me.
Ok so a few hours past since that line was typed. Apparently you never got that text message. Convienant, isn't it? I dont know why I do this, and keep putting up with it. You apoligise, say you'' try blah lbah blah. For a week you do, and then it's all back to how it was. Im not going to congratulate for starting one conversation in the past 6 months. Dont think I will. I dont give a fucking shit how busy you are. Dont treat me like we're together when we hang out, if you're going to be too busy to talk to me when we're not. Of course you don't realy care, because you're getting the best of both worlds. I'm just the one who ends up being hurt, confused and pissed off enough to write livejournal entries about it. Why are we even doing this. What's the point. Because you know I can't say no and will always come back? Do you not ever get it that when I say I want to talk to you, I actually have something to say, therefore don't peace out 5 minutes into what i'm trying to say. You don't actually take anything I say seriously.
So seriously. What the fuck is wrong with me.