Sep 19, 2008 08:41
I have never had such problems with "friends" before. Not only are they pissed at me, unjustly, but they won't even tell me to my face that they're mad or why they're mad. We had a talk about it at the beginning of school but I was told they're still mad. They didn't even tell me when we had that talk what they tell other people. Apparently I am a "bitch" who has a boyfriend who controls and changes her. Not to mention I am always seeing him and that is why they never see me.
First off, I just finished a show, so much of my free time was taken up by that but of course they don't put that into account.
Secondly, Anthony has no control over me whatsoever. I am in love with him and I don't get to see him during the week so it is only natural that over the weekend I want to see him. Not to mention there isn't much else going on at other houses because of rush so it's just easier to hang out somewhere where I know some people. Especially somewhere I'll get to see him.
It just hurts that someone I thought was my friend is calling me names and making accusations to people who will end up believing her because they don't know my story.
What hurts most is she thinks I'm a horrible friend. Not to mention I heard she doesn't like my boyfriend, who she doesn't know, which really puts me in the middle.
Of course she doesn't know I know any of this. So now I am left in a weird place with acid in my stomach.