Mar 29, 2005 22:58
i guess i kinda gotta lot to say...
im still living with lucie...she got a job.now its my turn i've been living here 4 about a monmth and a half and havent been out to look 4 jobs...so lucie told me i have to find a job or strat lookin at least so imma go tomorrow morning n look thru the strip mall next door. then cortneys comming to get me. shes gonna take me to look 4 jobs too. im soooo nerveous imma get kicked out you dont even know. i mean i dont think she'd just kick me iout she would let me kno a lil ahead of time.
i guess my sister cassidys pregnent again. its crazy. cortney was tellin me how on eater they was all there and my dad was goin to show my old room to her and cass waslike its depressing in a sad voice. that tells me she cares about me. andcortney...she has been there on my side thru this whole thing.
Lucie...i've figured this out...shes my best friend i mean she fucking lets me live with her puts up with all my shit and still is there 4 me whenever i need her. a lot of people dont understand me but i think she does. really...and luce...im sorry 4 everything...
jamie...we need to chill i miss u babe!
I LOVE living here with lucinda and her ma and her sis buti really do miss my house. i miss my dad...brothers and donna and my cats sooo much. i know i will never be alowed back to live there but i do miss it...them...i wonder if they miss me. i guess my dad and donna r moving into my old room. its crazy!!!!
i think over summer imma go to cali....well im like 90% sure i am but i really am thinkin botu stayin joy told me i could live with her n her man and all but i dont wanna fucking live off people my whole life.
sorry 4 just bitchin...im upset n needed to get it out...but imma go 4 now!!!!
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