Feb 01, 2005 11:54
this shit sux, i feel really down today but then i get all hyper then down again, whats wrong with me? i had a dream that jamie cheated on me last night :/ it was fucked up but...hey what can i do? jack shit right! i love her so much. then she wrote in her lj a song thingy that makes no sence to us and our relanship i think its 4 sum one else :'( i asked her about everything yesterday and she said im all she wants and shit but i feel WAYYYYY diferent i feel like shes gonna break up with me n e time and i reralllllly dont want her to because i love her so much. so much more then i loved eddie. shes so great in every way.i didnt get to c her yesterday. i dunno when the next time will me.
but jamie~ i love u so much. u dont even understand i hope things get better. wh is that song thingy 4?
well i guess imma go nothing else to say :/
wait!!! im pretty sure christinas staying in southgate:):):):)
levae lots of comments!
~!~BrItTnEy~!~