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I alwkays knew that my father had cheated on my mother with at least one woman, and I had confronted him about it on a few occasions, all to which he denied, but now I have had a solid confirmation, and I am very disappointed in him. I don't know why it's upsetting me, I mean, I always knew, but to have concrete facts about it to confirm it all... I always knew that he didn't love my mother, but he could have divorced her before fucking around, you know? You'd think that since he had been cheated on by his first wife, he would know how bad it feels. My mother doesn't know, and I will never tell her.
My father is an ass, and this just furthered my feelings.
It really scares me that if I ever get married, I will get cheated on as well. It seems like it's all I hear about, is spouses cheating. John's father cheated on this mother while they were still together too. and my sister cheated on her husband, a few times, before she told him she wanted a divorce. I don't care if it was "over" for her in her mind long before that, and yes, her husband is a huge ass. It's still cheating.
I guess what upsets me even more is that I've been so close to cheating in the past. I never did, but I was close, and that still counts in a way. I mean, I'm not married or anything, but still. I will never be that person. I will never let myself be that person.
How can people just break their vows like that? If the marriage isn't working, get a fucking divorce before fooling around...
I'm just really disgusted right now.
My father is an ass, and this just furthered my feelings.
It really scares me that if I ever get married, I will get cheated on as well. It seems like it's all I hear about, is spouses cheating. John's father cheated on this mother while they were still together too. and my sister cheated on her husband, a few times, before she told him she wanted a divorce. I don't care if it was "over" for her in her mind long before that, and yes, her husband is a huge ass. It's still cheating.
I guess what upsets me even more is that I've been so close to cheating in the past. I never did, but I was close, and that still counts in a way. I mean, I'm not married or anything, but still. I will never be that person. I will never let myself be that person.
How can people just break their vows like that? If the marriage isn't working, get a fucking divorce before fooling around...
I'm just really disgusted right now.