Apr 13, 2009 15:11
My toes are about to fall off. They are so cold! Since I have to pay electricity in my new apartment, I have been basically living in a freezer again. It will be nice up here during the summer though!
I'm looking into buying a laptop. My desktop is just really not reliable anymore and I need something I can rely on for my school work. And I just want a laptop. I just don't want to spend the money on one.
I've always wanted to be able to run off and live somewhere else and start a completely new life. I now have that chance. I'm pretty damn tempted to just do it and leave. What would you do if you could live somewhere beautiful and near some old friends and also have a sugardaddy to take care of me? I know it sounds stupid, and I know I won't do it, but the fact that the opportunity to do something I've always longed to do is killing me. I mean, I really have nothing to complain about in my life now, and I have a wonderful boyfriend and a good job and a nice apartment and yadda yadda, but there's just never been anything more inticing to me than the thought of just packing up and leaving without telling anyone and not ever looking back. Maybe I will do it someday.
Clark started last week and I was overwhelmed at first, but I think I'll get the hang of it. I'm just going to have to figure out how I'm going to get online to do my quizzes when I'm on vacation next month. I may just have to make a few trips to the local library over there. Oh, and my brother and his baby are also going, which I din't think I'm too happy about. They'll be staying in the same house and Skylar just doesn't sleep at night. And I also don't want to be a babysitter. My bother just tends to shove his son off on whoever possible whenever possible.
I may be applying for a few jobs at the VA in Portland. Maybe. Maybe not. More money would be nice especially since I seem to be blowing through it so much lately.
I need to go put some shoes on or something to keep my poor feet warm.