You hit the road and left me an ocean.
I can't swim in the silence of your skin..skin.. please let me in.
Inside the time I have to forget you.
Inside no chance of us at all.
THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY. [[stolen from lauren waters randomly through a bulletin]]
1) Longest relationship: about 2 years on and off. [[i dont count it if we didn't talk for like a year..]]
2) Shortest relationship: hah 2 days.
3) How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they loved you: 2 guys.
4) Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?: Yeah love tends to do that to you.
5) Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?Yes
6) Are you happier single or in a relationship?pssh..I've been single for a long time..I love taking risks but when it comes to taking a risk over getting my heart broken..well I tend to just stay away from it.
7) Have you ever been cheated on? yea. twice. some boys are stupid.
8) Have you ever broken someone's heart?probably..but they will find someone...it just wasn't me.
9) Talk to any of your exes? oh yea..but i'm not friends with them like before..we talk on the phone maybe once in a blue moon.
10) If you could go back in time and change things to where you could still be with one of your exes, would you? no..i'm good with where i'm at.
11) Think any of your exes feel the same way?yea..well i know one for sure.
12) Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?:Well i mean we all have our flaws but my intentions are good, so yes.
13) Have you dated people who were not good for you?who hasnt
14) Have you been in an abusive relationship?i wouldnt say abusive but manipulative yes.
15) Have you dated someone older then you?:yes
16) Younger?yes
17) Do you regret anything that you have done with a boyfriend or girlfriend?I don't believe in regret. Everything happens for a reason no matter how cliche that is.
18) Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?depends on the person.
19) Believe in love at first sight?i can be convinced.
20) Ever dated two people at the same time? nope.
21) Ever been given an engagement ring?nope.
22) Do you want to get married?pssh. idk..I would really rather live happily ever after...u don't need to be married to do that.
23) Do you have something to say to any of your exes?hah...
24) Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?:yea once..but she was a beast.
25) Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?Crushes sure.
26) Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?:At first it kills..you feel like u wanna drown urself in a bubble bath..but after a while the feeling fades and u realize one day u'll wake up and find someone new and the person who broke ur heart wasn't the guy for u anyway..and u'll be glad ur not with him..<3
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so I finished my history essay...it took 3 days..well really 3 hrs after its all said and done..there were 2 parts of the essay and I did the first part extreamly detailed and perfect..and the second part I just talked..blah blah blah.
I'm gonna study for the test 2morrow for a little bit and then during the hr break after english and before history...so i'll go in knowing what to do hopefully..i'm so tired..I feel like such a bum.
last night allix, joe, and I watched some movies..they were good..we all talked about stupid crap..and idk..it was fun. well i had fun. oh and we delofted my bed..my setup is pretty sweeeeeeet. i'm lovin it. really..
I kinda miss sue and ryan..
I don't think i'm gonna eat dinner tonight b/c I'll save up for 2morrow so i can go down and eat twice..i'm not hungry at all right now..i just wanna nap or something..i'm probably gonna stay in and sleep/do laundry/watch movies/listen to music..I'm in a really mellow mood right now..
Gerry just texted me...so i'm gonna go..btw..if ppl can message me their address[[like my close friends]] then maybe i'll send them a letter...i get bored between classes..and i have a lot of stamps. so yea..i've only sent one letter out to my friends..which was one to matt..i want a damn pen pal..mail makes me smile. <3 so if u want mail message me and i'll give u my address too..or u'll see it when i send u something.
eh i'm gonna go.
Inside the time I have to forget you.
Inside no chance of us at all.
THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY. [[stolen from lauren waters randomly through a bulletin]]
1) Longest relationship: about 2 years on and off. [[i dont count it if we didn't talk for like a year..]]
2) Shortest relationship: hah 2 days.
3) How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they loved you: 2 guys.
4) Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?: Yeah love tends to do that to you.
5) Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?Yes
6) Are you happier single or in a relationship?pssh..I've been single for a long time..I love taking risks but when it comes to taking a risk over getting my heart broken..well I tend to just stay away from it.
7) Have you ever been cheated on? yea. twice. some boys are stupid.
8) Have you ever broken someone's heart?probably..but they will find someone...it just wasn't me.
9) Talk to any of your exes? oh yea..but i'm not friends with them like before..we talk on the phone maybe once in a blue moon.
10) If you could go back in time and change things to where you could still be with one of your exes, would you? no..i'm good with where i'm at.
11) Think any of your exes feel the same way?yea..well i know one for sure.
12) Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?:Well i mean we all have our flaws but my intentions are good, so yes.
13) Have you dated people who were not good for you?who hasnt
14) Have you been in an abusive relationship?i wouldnt say abusive but manipulative yes.
15) Have you dated someone older then you?:yes
16) Younger?yes
17) Do you regret anything that you have done with a boyfriend or girlfriend?I don't believe in regret. Everything happens for a reason no matter how cliche that is.
18) Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?depends on the person.
19) Believe in love at first sight?i can be convinced.
20) Ever dated two people at the same time? nope.
21) Ever been given an engagement ring?nope.
22) Do you want to get married?pssh. idk..I would really rather live happily ever after...u don't need to be married to do that.
23) Do you have something to say to any of your exes?hah...
24) Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?:yea once..but she was a beast.
25) Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?Crushes sure.
26) Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?:At first it kills..you feel like u wanna drown urself in a bubble bath..but after a while the feeling fades and u realize one day u'll wake up and find someone new and the person who broke ur heart wasn't the guy for u anyway..and u'll be glad ur not with him..<3
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so I finished my history essay...it took 3 days..well really 3 hrs after its all said and done..there were 2 parts of the essay and I did the first part extreamly detailed and perfect..and the second part I just talked..blah blah blah.
I'm gonna study for the test 2morrow for a little bit and then during the hr break after english and before history...so i'll go in knowing what to do hopefully..i'm so tired..I feel like such a bum.
last night allix, joe, and I watched some movies..they were good..we all talked about stupid crap..and idk..it was fun. well i had fun. oh and we delofted my bed..my setup is pretty sweeeeeeet. i'm lovin it. really..
I kinda miss sue and ryan..
I don't think i'm gonna eat dinner tonight b/c I'll save up for 2morrow so i can go down and eat twice..i'm not hungry at all right now..i just wanna nap or something..i'm probably gonna stay in and sleep/do laundry/watch movies/listen to music..I'm in a really mellow mood right now..
Gerry just texted me...so i'm gonna go..btw..if ppl can message me their address[[like my close friends]] then maybe i'll send them a letter...i get bored between classes..and i have a lot of stamps. so yea..i've only sent one letter out to my friends..which was one to matt..i want a damn pen pal..mail makes me smile. <3 so if u want mail message me and i'll give u my address too..or u'll see it when i send u something.
eh i'm gonna go.