Im starting to feel better.
My thanks are not enough, to all of you that help me.
But Thanks. I love all of you. and thanks for the comments Sorry I didn't respond, but its just so hard to find the right words, you are the best friends I could ask for.
anyways I'm getting help, from this really cool chick, so don't worry about me. I'll be fine, I said I plan on stopping again within two monthes, which is sorta the wrong frame of mind cause usually when you quit you say I want to do it NOW. But I know I can't do it now, and if i were to try now things would get too tough and I'd just wanna go back and make it even worse then it is.
So, Im not in denial or anything, Im going to quit soon.
I might need all your help though.. Its hard doing this on your own.
But plz, don't feel obligated.
PS. Muse is the best band of right now. Seriously, Check them out you will love them. TRUST ME.
But Thanks. I love all of you. and thanks for the comments Sorry I didn't respond, but its just so hard to find the right words, you are the best friends I could ask for.
anyways I'm getting help, from this really cool chick, so don't worry about me. I'll be fine, I said I plan on stopping again within two monthes, which is sorta the wrong frame of mind cause usually when you quit you say I want to do it NOW. But I know I can't do it now, and if i were to try now things would get too tough and I'd just wanna go back and make it even worse then it is.
So, Im not in denial or anything, Im going to quit soon.
I might need all your help though.. Its hard doing this on your own.
But plz, don't feel obligated.
PS. Muse is the best band of right now. Seriously, Check them out you will love them. TRUST ME.