just when life is good, it comes back and kicks your ass
so everything was going well for once in my life and then my world suddenly collapses around me...
basically...heres The List:
1. Ellen is mad at me and I don't how to fix that...
2. Hour and a half of sleep last night due to english homework and a little pastime i like to call self-reflection-on-how-i-fucked-up-again
3. School in general sucks, its not just the homework...i beginning to understand why no one can stand certain people (not to mention any names, but if you talk to me...or have many classes with me, its pretty obvious...)
4. Here's my grade dilemma...so I try really hard in Calc and English to get good grades cause i know that those are really the only issue classes i have this year...and yet, no matter how much I try, I cant pull more than a B in either class...but in my other classes...where i dont really try, the A's come easy...isnt that fucked up?
5. I need to go change my testing schedule for IB...HL Calc is out the window now
6. PSAT next wednesday...need to beef my score a bit...and i need to take that practice test and some other older ones too
7. Homecoming in 2 or 3 weeks...not sure on the date for that lol...and if things dont change for the better pretty damn quick...i dunno, talk to me if you wanna hear my newest bitching
8. Choir concert a week from Thursday...Mads have what? 2 songs? and Concert Choir has what? 3 songs? and, no offense to anyone, none of the songs sound all that great as of today...no quartets still in Mads...problem? definitely so...
9. Birdie rehearsals start soon...not sure when, someone give me an update por favor
thats about it...later everyone...right now, tomorrow is looking like a good sick day...nothing is going on and i really dont feel like going...that having been said, im sure ill be there tomorrow...unless the lack of sleep catches up damn quick, eventho i feel like shit right now...but yeah...life = shit
basically...heres The List:
1. Ellen is mad at me and I don't how to fix that...
2. Hour and a half of sleep last night due to english homework and a little pastime i like to call self-reflection-on-how-i-fucked-up-again
3. School in general sucks, its not just the homework...i beginning to understand why no one can stand certain people (not to mention any names, but if you talk to me...or have many classes with me, its pretty obvious...)
4. Here's my grade dilemma...so I try really hard in Calc and English to get good grades cause i know that those are really the only issue classes i have this year...and yet, no matter how much I try, I cant pull more than a B in either class...but in my other classes...where i dont really try, the A's come easy...isnt that fucked up?
5. I need to go change my testing schedule for IB...HL Calc is out the window now
6. PSAT next wednesday...need to beef my score a bit...and i need to take that practice test and some other older ones too
7. Homecoming in 2 or 3 weeks...not sure on the date for that lol...and if things dont change for the better pretty damn quick...i dunno, talk to me if you wanna hear my newest bitching
8. Choir concert a week from Thursday...Mads have what? 2 songs? and Concert Choir has what? 3 songs? and, no offense to anyone, none of the songs sound all that great as of today...no quartets still in Mads...problem? definitely so...
9. Birdie rehearsals start soon...not sure when, someone give me an update por favor
thats about it...later everyone...right now, tomorrow is looking like a good sick day...nothing is going on and i really dont feel like going...that having been said, im sure ill be there tomorrow...unless the lack of sleep catches up damn quick, eventho i feel like shit right now...but yeah...life = shit