KT and Phil texting
Ok so I haven't posted in a while. Sue me. (Please don't ... I have no money)
Anywho ... Phil was such a bitch last summer because he was with a girl. HE pushed his friends away and would drop anything (plans with family/friends, etc ...) to go and see her. I know that I do that once in a while with Jay but I am starting to find a good balance between my family life and Jay's life and my friends' lives.
Anywho ... Phil asked me for advice. This is the text conversation we had on Saturday.
Phil: Hey you awake?
KT: At work for a little more. What's up?
Phil: Just need some advice
KT: What's up?
Phil: Well you love jay. How would you feel if you ever pushed him away?
KT: I would be devastated. But that's not going to happen.
Phil:I know I am saying it will. But I am feeling that, I pushed Jessica away. She is the one person who fits me. But I don't know what to do.
KT: She doesn't fit you.You pushed your friends away when you were with her.
Phil: And what am I doing now? I haven't spoken to anyone about anything I just stay alone.
KT: Well then go out! Have fun! You can't let one break up ruin your life. Seriously, I like you better when you aren't with her.
Phil: Well I don't like me. I don't like the fact that I can't sleep without her in my head. I heaven't slept in my bed.
KT: You know what? It's not the end of the world. Get over it. I have gotten over guys before and guess what? Life goes on.
Phil: I try and move one but I hear her everwhere, smell her everwhere. Feel her, I have never felt that ever not for anyone but my mom and her.
Its easy to say when you have your one and not even have a rish or even felt them walk away from you.
KT: Get counselling then. Just forget her. She's not worth it. Do you think she thinks about you this much? Probably not.
Phil: Unfortunately she does. You know I can feel other I don't want to but I do.
KT: How do you think I felt with Tom? I let him walk away from me and yeah, it hurts, but I got over it.
Phil: And what is councilling going to do. Nothing they don't work I have tried more then you know.
KT: Ok. Fine. YOu asked for my advice, I gave it to you. I am not going to give you the answer you want. Deal with it.
Phil:I didn't ask for what I wan or even what you want from me. I asked for unbiased advice. So thank you.
KT: You're welcome.
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Tom was the guy that I dated in high school for a little while and I raelly loved him. It took me more than a year to get over him. It hurts, as any relationship does, but deal with it and move on!!
Anywho ... Phil was such a bitch last summer because he was with a girl. HE pushed his friends away and would drop anything (plans with family/friends, etc ...) to go and see her. I know that I do that once in a while with Jay but I am starting to find a good balance between my family life and Jay's life and my friends' lives.
Anywho ... Phil asked me for advice. This is the text conversation we had on Saturday.
Phil: Hey you awake?
KT: At work for a little more. What's up?
Phil: Just need some advice
KT: What's up?
Phil: Well you love jay. How would you feel if you ever pushed him away?
KT: I would be devastated. But that's not going to happen.
Phil:I know I am saying it will. But I am feeling that, I pushed Jessica away. She is the one person who fits me. But I don't know what to do.
KT: She doesn't fit you.You pushed your friends away when you were with her.
Phil: And what am I doing now? I haven't spoken to anyone about anything I just stay alone.
KT: Well then go out! Have fun! You can't let one break up ruin your life. Seriously, I like you better when you aren't with her.
Phil: Well I don't like me. I don't like the fact that I can't sleep without her in my head. I heaven't slept in my bed.
KT: You know what? It's not the end of the world. Get over it. I have gotten over guys before and guess what? Life goes on.
Phil: I try and move one but I hear her everwhere, smell her everwhere. Feel her, I have never felt that ever not for anyone but my mom and her.
Its easy to say when you have your one and not even have a rish or even felt them walk away from you.
KT: Get counselling then. Just forget her. She's not worth it. Do you think she thinks about you this much? Probably not.
Phil: Unfortunately she does. You know I can feel other I don't want to but I do.
KT: How do you think I felt with Tom? I let him walk away from me and yeah, it hurts, but I got over it.
Phil: And what is councilling going to do. Nothing they don't work I have tried more then you know.
KT: Ok. Fine. YOu asked for my advice, I gave it to you. I am not going to give you the answer you want. Deal with it.
Phil:I didn't ask for what I wan or even what you want from me. I asked for unbiased advice. So thank you.
KT: You're welcome.
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Tom was the guy that I dated in high school for a little while and I raelly loved him. It took me more than a year to get over him. It hurts, as any relationship does, but deal with it and move on!!