In repetition of May 19th...
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when i'm gone...
Blink 182 ~ Adam's Song
I love you, Adam Michael...
I'm sorry, everyone. I really am. I always fuck things up, and i've done it again.... i can't take it anymore... i haven't cried this hard in so long... and with my grandmother not sure what to do or what to say, i don't have much help....
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when i still felt alive...
I do want to thank Matt Stevens (sk8er02) for talking to me after me and Adam hung up, because he kept me sane amidst everything... And i want to thank Karen for talking to me before Adam called, because she tried to help me keep my chin up... And Ken (cupboi06), you give some of the best advice a gay boy can ask for...
You guys are my lifeblood tonight, on a night when my heart has been ripped open... because i'm such a caring person, that i didn't see the potential for pain...
You'll be sorry when i'm gone...
Blink 182 ~ Adam's Song
I love you, Adam Michael...
I'm sorry, everyone. I really am. I always fuck things up, and i've done it again.... i can't take it anymore... i haven't cried this hard in so long... and with my grandmother not sure what to do or what to say, i don't have much help....
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when i still felt alive...
I do want to thank Matt Stevens (sk8er02) for talking to me after me and Adam hung up, because he kept me sane amidst everything... And i want to thank Karen for talking to me before Adam called, because she tried to help me keep my chin up... And Ken (cupboi06), you give some of the best advice a gay boy can ask for...
You guys are my lifeblood tonight, on a night when my heart has been ripped open... because i'm such a caring person, that i didn't see the potential for pain...