Binge!
Last weekend my word was "Comfort" and it worked REALLY well for me. This weekend it seems to be "Binge" and that one...not so much. I've been bingeing on recreational reading and bingeing on food. Twice this weekend I've eaten so much that it left me feeling like throwing up (physically, not mentally/emotionally. That's not my brand of crazy.) Since Thursday I've finished two Sookie Stackhouse novels and indulged in some paranormal TV. This weekend has felt wasted away. We spent yesterday helping out Jody and Amanda with their move, which was both fun and productive, but last night I just couldn't figure out how to find my "comfort place" and I ended up zoning into books and TV all night.
I don't know. It's not often that I eat four pieces of pizza in a sitting, but I did it twice this weekend, the second time bashing myself the whole time and wondering why I was doing it anyway. I'll be hitting the gym tonight or going for a run, that's for sure. I may have some new found self confidence, but it's not immune to a weekend filled with pizza, french parfaits, miniature Charleston Chews and dark chocolate with blueberries and almonds. The mantra "nothing tastes better better than a size 0 feels" stops working when you've been a 0 for a while. Lately it's turned into something along the lines of "THINK OF THE NEW GAP BETWEEN YOUR THIGHS, WOMAN!" (the day i realized I could see the light between my thighs in the front of the mirror I almost fainted. never thought i'd see that again..) That's probably not all that healthy though. I think now it's going to be something along the lines of "nothing ruins your day more than a food binge with a side of OHMYGODITHINKIMIGHTPUKE!". Yes. Forget the beauty factor and focus on the health factor. Can't go wrong there.
I don't know. It's not often that I eat four pieces of pizza in a sitting, but I did it twice this weekend, the second time bashing myself the whole time and wondering why I was doing it anyway. I'll be hitting the gym tonight or going for a run, that's for sure. I may have some new found self confidence, but it's not immune to a weekend filled with pizza, french parfaits, miniature Charleston Chews and dark chocolate with blueberries and almonds. The mantra "nothing tastes better better than a size 0 feels" stops working when you've been a 0 for a while. Lately it's turned into something along the lines of "THINK OF THE NEW GAP BETWEEN YOUR THIGHS, WOMAN!" (the day i realized I could see the light between my thighs in the front of the mirror I almost fainted. never thought i'd see that again..) That's probably not all that healthy though. I think now it's going to be something along the lines of "nothing ruins your day more than a food binge with a side of OHMYGODITHINKIMIGHTPUKE!". Yes. Forget the beauty factor and focus on the health factor. Can't go wrong there.