*blinks* Replying to Josh's entry grrrrr
Just in case this gets deleted on Josh's comments.
What the fucking hell?! I dont want to come back to the site I said many times that I didn't care! I mentioned Ron's Animagus and his name because they are MY CREATION! That's all I said. I told you that I didn't want you to think that you were doing me a bloody favor by 'letting us be friends' I told you that I didn't fuckin care!!!!
Yea I'm sorry for what happened, but I don't regret one bit of it! You seem to think I'm coming crawling on hands and knees to be your friend again. Myst asked me today if I had asked to come back to the site and group. You know thats kinda funny when I was KICKED OFF The site and I NEVER LEFT THE GROUP! I'm friends with all the fucking girls of the group and as far as I know I'm brothers with Blaze, but I dont know whats going on we never talk.
"but I'm not sorry, I don't have to be sorry, I didn't do anything wrong, yet he thinks I am.. now he wants to be mates again and come back to the site and who know what else, he doesn't want to be Ron or a Marauder, He wants to be someone else, but more to the point, He wants thinks to go back to the way they were or close to it, the thing is, I don't know if I WANT thing to go back to that, I can't take the fighting anymore.."
*laughs hysterically* You are Joking me, you better be fuckin joking me Josh! Yes I thought you meant what you said because I thought 'Josh' Never lied. Guess I'm wrong again, and no I dont want to be Ron, I decided that a while and and YOU TOLD ME THAT If I wasn't Ron I wouldn't be a Marauder and I said that was fine! And I don't CARE if things are back to 'normal' as you say. I'm not the one who said.. Hang on let me Get what you said!
Actually lets check out this WHOLE part of the conversation and let the others judge for themselves who wants to be friends here...
Talyn: I don't think I'm doing anything high and mighty by talking to you.. the point is, you've become a part of my life, when I see something, I think ''Inferno would do that'' when I say something, I think ''Inferno would say something like that'' and so on.. and it's driving me mad!
Me: I've done that many times. but i learn to just smile and move on to something else.
Talyn: well I can't
Talyn: and it making me mad
Talyn: look.. say you and I TRIED to work things out.. what then ?
Me: go with the flow.
Me: you can't map out a friendship
Talyn: I can't do that.. what happens afterwards.. you go back to the site, be Ron again like you said in your PM.. but how long ? how long before you get board again, or don't feel like posting for weeks on end.. and forget the site.. what about off the site ? things go ok for a few days, maybe a week ? but then what, you feel like having a fight and there I am, right in front of you and it starts again
Me: you act like i'm the one starting all the fights. when indeed i think the same about you.
Talyn: and we end up right here all over again
Me: and Ron. No. I dont want Ron. I would come back as another character. Something different. The only reason I wanted Ron back was because you were stealing my creation. The cougar and name were both my creation. Yes you helped with the name but I chose it. But the cougar and Ron's powers in both in and out of Animal form are my creation.
Me: That was all I wanted. Was the cougar and the powers he held. I've grown away from Ron.
Talyn: then who would you be ? and more to the point, what do I do with Ron ?
Me: The same as you did with all the others. Put him up for adoption. But let me repocess my creations. I dont want someone else weilding my cougar or my name.
Me: But then again. My wants are not important in the matter. The site is not mine and I have no say in it. but i made that character to who he is now. *shrugs*
Talyn: and how do I explain why Ron is no longer Inferno in RP ?
Me: He lost the abilities. I can rp him loosing the cougar, and the name he can simply disregard saying he wants a change, that he wants a more suitable name
Me: A suggestion. But I would like it if he does lose those two. Even though we dont see straight, I would still appreciate that.
Talyn: the name, the cougar, the powers.. but how and why ? it has to be a something good.. and would not be a Marauder either
Me: and I know. I'd probably go into Slytherin. Always had a fancy for one. And exactly. You wouldn't My character is Inferno, the cougar
Me: JK's is Ron. Mine is his animagus
Talyn: who is Ron, wether you like it or not.. on TH, Inferno is Ron, as much as Talyn is Harry... nether you or I play them as they should, sure we try to ACT like they do, but we are just useing them for ourselves
Me: I gave Ron Inferno, I can take him away just as easily as you can take away my membership with the site. It would be a simple post. If anyone can come up with a good enough rp for it, its me.
Talyn: I dont know
Me: Ron might be Inferno, but Inferno is not Ron.
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Talyn: but now ? I just don't know.. as for you and I ever fixing things.. that's an even BIGGER I don't know
Me: I dont know either
Me: You're the one that brought it up not me.
Talyn: yea..
Scrolling again
Talyn: last I checked, you didn't want to fix things with me and as for what I do with Ron, you gave Him up
Me: Yes. I gave Ron up
Me: But as you can see I still hold Inferno.
Josh was right, I didn't want to fix things and I don't care either way if he and I are friends or not. It don't matter. But he has it looking as if I'm begging him. I'm NOT! I don't care what happens. YOU IMed me FIRST Josh! You've twisted the WHOLE DAMN CONVERSATION! I told you not to think you're doing me any favors. And guess what thats EXACTLY what you're doing! I'm still apart of the group! Just not your friend! Just because you founded the group doesn't mean you can kick whoever you want out of it! I am still in the group whether you like it or not! The group is not Talyn and whoever Talyn wants. Its All of us! Not YOU and YOUR friends! Just because you and I don't see eye to eye doesn't mean You can Kick me Out.
Mysty: That will answer your question!
And Until Everyone in the group hates me I am STILL Part of it! Thats just how it goes! PERIOD! I am Inferno and you wont change that either! Replace me, see if I give a fuck! But remember how you felt when whats his name took your colors for your site, thats how I fell when you said that you're gonna let some asshole take my Creations! Its stealing! Inferno is mine! Not yours or Rons! I have Inferno's animagus to about seven DIFFERENT Characters on MANY different sites! He's mine! He's me! Inferno is ME! Not Ron! And its the same thing as your site colors, you dont want no one using them and I dont want no one using mine!
You're the one that asked what would happen if we tried to make things right, I personally don't care what happens. I've done fine before, and I'll do fine after! Make your decision, but stop trying to make me look like the bad guy. Just because I have a past of it doesn't mean you can use that to your advantage! Now I have to go. Bloody doctors are here.
*leaves*
What the fucking hell?! I dont want to come back to the site I said many times that I didn't care! I mentioned Ron's Animagus and his name because they are MY CREATION! That's all I said. I told you that I didn't want you to think that you were doing me a bloody favor by 'letting us be friends' I told you that I didn't fuckin care!!!!
Yea I'm sorry for what happened, but I don't regret one bit of it! You seem to think I'm coming crawling on hands and knees to be your friend again. Myst asked me today if I had asked to come back to the site and group. You know thats kinda funny when I was KICKED OFF The site and I NEVER LEFT THE GROUP! I'm friends with all the fucking girls of the group and as far as I know I'm brothers with Blaze, but I dont know whats going on we never talk.
"but I'm not sorry, I don't have to be sorry, I didn't do anything wrong, yet he thinks I am.. now he wants to be mates again and come back to the site and who know what else, he doesn't want to be Ron or a Marauder, He wants to be someone else, but more to the point, He wants thinks to go back to the way they were or close to it, the thing is, I don't know if I WANT thing to go back to that, I can't take the fighting anymore.."
*laughs hysterically* You are Joking me, you better be fuckin joking me Josh! Yes I thought you meant what you said because I thought 'Josh' Never lied. Guess I'm wrong again, and no I dont want to be Ron, I decided that a while and and YOU TOLD ME THAT If I wasn't Ron I wouldn't be a Marauder and I said that was fine! And I don't CARE if things are back to 'normal' as you say. I'm not the one who said.. Hang on let me Get what you said!
Actually lets check out this WHOLE part of the conversation and let the others judge for themselves who wants to be friends here...
Talyn: I don't think I'm doing anything high and mighty by talking to you.. the point is, you've become a part of my life, when I see something, I think ''Inferno would do that'' when I say something, I think ''Inferno would say something like that'' and so on.. and it's driving me mad!
Me: I've done that many times. but i learn to just smile and move on to something else.
Talyn: well I can't
Talyn: and it making me mad
Talyn: look.. say you and I TRIED to work things out.. what then ?
Me: go with the flow.
Me: you can't map out a friendship
Talyn: I can't do that.. what happens afterwards.. you go back to the site, be Ron again like you said in your PM.. but how long ? how long before you get board again, or don't feel like posting for weeks on end.. and forget the site.. what about off the site ? things go ok for a few days, maybe a week ? but then what, you feel like having a fight and there I am, right in front of you and it starts again
Me: you act like i'm the one starting all the fights. when indeed i think the same about you.
Talyn: and we end up right here all over again
Me: and Ron. No. I dont want Ron. I would come back as another character. Something different. The only reason I wanted Ron back was because you were stealing my creation. The cougar and name were both my creation. Yes you helped with the name but I chose it. But the cougar and Ron's powers in both in and out of Animal form are my creation.
Me: That was all I wanted. Was the cougar and the powers he held. I've grown away from Ron.
Talyn: then who would you be ? and more to the point, what do I do with Ron ?
Me: The same as you did with all the others. Put him up for adoption. But let me repocess my creations. I dont want someone else weilding my cougar or my name.
Me: But then again. My wants are not important in the matter. The site is not mine and I have no say in it. but i made that character to who he is now. *shrugs*
Talyn: and how do I explain why Ron is no longer Inferno in RP ?
Me: He lost the abilities. I can rp him loosing the cougar, and the name he can simply disregard saying he wants a change, that he wants a more suitable name
Me: A suggestion. But I would like it if he does lose those two. Even though we dont see straight, I would still appreciate that.
Talyn: the name, the cougar, the powers.. but how and why ? it has to be a something good.. and would not be a Marauder either
Me: and I know. I'd probably go into Slytherin. Always had a fancy for one. And exactly. You wouldn't My character is Inferno, the cougar
Me: JK's is Ron. Mine is his animagus
Talyn: who is Ron, wether you like it or not.. on TH, Inferno is Ron, as much as Talyn is Harry... nether you or I play them as they should, sure we try to ACT like they do, but we are just useing them for ourselves
Me: I gave Ron Inferno, I can take him away just as easily as you can take away my membership with the site. It would be a simple post. If anyone can come up with a good enough rp for it, its me.
Talyn: I dont know
Me: Ron might be Inferno, but Inferno is not Ron.
Scrolling down a bit.
Talyn: but now ? I just don't know.. as for you and I ever fixing things.. that's an even BIGGER I don't know
Me: I dont know either
Me: You're the one that brought it up not me.
Talyn: yea..
Scrolling again
Talyn: last I checked, you didn't want to fix things with me and as for what I do with Ron, you gave Him up
Me: Yes. I gave Ron up
Me: But as you can see I still hold Inferno.
Josh was right, I didn't want to fix things and I don't care either way if he and I are friends or not. It don't matter. But he has it looking as if I'm begging him. I'm NOT! I don't care what happens. YOU IMed me FIRST Josh! You've twisted the WHOLE DAMN CONVERSATION! I told you not to think you're doing me any favors. And guess what thats EXACTLY what you're doing! I'm still apart of the group! Just not your friend! Just because you founded the group doesn't mean you can kick whoever you want out of it! I am still in the group whether you like it or not! The group is not Talyn and whoever Talyn wants. Its All of us! Not YOU and YOUR friends! Just because you and I don't see eye to eye doesn't mean You can Kick me Out.
Mysty: That will answer your question!
And Until Everyone in the group hates me I am STILL Part of it! Thats just how it goes! PERIOD! I am Inferno and you wont change that either! Replace me, see if I give a fuck! But remember how you felt when whats his name took your colors for your site, thats how I fell when you said that you're gonna let some asshole take my Creations! Its stealing! Inferno is mine! Not yours or Rons! I have Inferno's animagus to about seven DIFFERENT Characters on MANY different sites! He's mine! He's me! Inferno is ME! Not Ron! And its the same thing as your site colors, you dont want no one using them and I dont want no one using mine!
You're the one that asked what would happen if we tried to make things right, I personally don't care what happens. I've done fine before, and I'll do fine after! Make your decision, but stop trying to make me look like the bad guy. Just because I have a past of it doesn't mean you can use that to your advantage! Now I have to go. Bloody doctors are here.
*leaves*