Flying Home

[flamindani]

You s
tumped me again
last nite as
you so ungracefully
stole my heart again
as you have so many
nites-
you the enigma
you the unknight
you the coward
the elitest bitch-proud
i woke up with
your eyes smiling
the smell of you
still on the pillow
i share
now
with someone else

help me stop
my peter pan ways
and return from
never never(real)land
or never really loved land
to find a heart
is only worth it
once/unless hacked apart
accept it
die
and
rot

i re-live crucial
lapses in your memory
where there
is more sex
than tears.
you know the me
of then and tomorrow
which you embrace
ungraciously
charged with
lusty life
all i can see
is the space
i used to kiss