Hate is a Strong Word, But I Really Really Really Don't Like You...
Alright so I have a confession to make: I keep having dreams about Kyle Penna's girlfriend, that whore who was his coworker and texting buddy while we were dating. I guess subconsciously I just KNEW she was a threat when I was actually dating him, because the first dream I had about her...
But the difference between the dreams before and after the breakup are like day and night. The first dream I had was right before me and Kyle Penna broke up was peaceful almost...I acknowledged that I saw her as a threat and how much I HATE her, and asked to meet up with her to bury the hatchet. In my dream, we met up for coffee and I told her how I felt and that I knew what she was doing and how it made me feel...and when I woke up, I felt relieved, like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders...if only I knew what was to come...
Now, I've had a handful of dreams about her, every time the circumstances are different but the outcome is the same. For example I dreamed I was at some friend's house (not sure who) and apparently they were friends with the girl, because while I'm there, Kyle Penna and her come over to have dinner with the friend. And all of a sudden, I look down and I'm in a bra and thong, feeling completely exposed and awkward. After I struggle to find and put my clothes back on, I say goodbye to my friend and I'm about to leave when the bitch suddenly comes up to me and says something catty and rude. Then my emotions go straight from vulnerable to so angry I can barely see straight. As in all the other dreams I've had I proceed to take her outside and beat the crap out of her. I'm so blinded with fury that she doesn't even have a chance to react and ends up lying on the ground defeated. Usually in the dreams, Kyle isn't around...but he was in this one so I don't know...
It's been almost a year now since me and Kyle Penna broke up...why am I still dreaming about this bitch? When will it end? Will the dreams end when I stop being angry? Because I don't think that will happen anytime soon...
But the difference between the dreams before and after the breakup are like day and night. The first dream I had was right before me and Kyle Penna broke up was peaceful almost...I acknowledged that I saw her as a threat and how much I HATE her, and asked to meet up with her to bury the hatchet. In my dream, we met up for coffee and I told her how I felt and that I knew what she was doing and how it made me feel...and when I woke up, I felt relieved, like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders...if only I knew what was to come...
Now, I've had a handful of dreams about her, every time the circumstances are different but the outcome is the same. For example I dreamed I was at some friend's house (not sure who) and apparently they were friends with the girl, because while I'm there, Kyle Penna and her come over to have dinner with the friend. And all of a sudden, I look down and I'm in a bra and thong, feeling completely exposed and awkward. After I struggle to find and put my clothes back on, I say goodbye to my friend and I'm about to leave when the bitch suddenly comes up to me and says something catty and rude. Then my emotions go straight from vulnerable to so angry I can barely see straight. As in all the other dreams I've had I proceed to take her outside and beat the crap out of her. I'm so blinded with fury that she doesn't even have a chance to react and ends up lying on the ground defeated. Usually in the dreams, Kyle isn't around...but he was in this one so I don't know...
It's been almost a year now since me and Kyle Penna broke up...why am I still dreaming about this bitch? When will it end? Will the dreams end when I stop being angry? Because I don't think that will happen anytime soon...