"Madness is what keeps me sane."
So I've finally regained my strength and now I can actually write a journal entry.
Two Tuesdays ago, I stayed at Walter's house until Friday which is the day we left for Rivalry. I'm just going to go straight to the point- I love Betrayed. I love that band so much. I can't believe such a seemingly simple (when it's really not) thing starting from people, and then starting a band, then creating music and lyrics, playing shows, pulling out music, can have such an amazing impact on someone. I cannot see myself not singing the fuck out of my heart when I'm 23 or 30 at a show. For some people, it's different. For me, it's not. If it weren't for not caring, I don't know how I'll be. I suppose not caring has a big part on why I do the things I do such as picking my nose in front of people, not conforming to being "lady-like," and at shows- I really do not care about anything outside of it.
My lady supervisor said "I don't give a fuck, people need to live." I agreed and said people need to keep their sanity especially working in a place like this. Hardcore shows are and always will be the only place I can keep my sanity.
Two Tuesdays ago, I stayed at Walter's house until Friday which is the day we left for Rivalry. I'm just going to go straight to the point- I love Betrayed. I love that band so much. I can't believe such a seemingly simple (when it's really not) thing starting from people, and then starting a band, then creating music and lyrics, playing shows, pulling out music, can have such an amazing impact on someone. I cannot see myself not singing the fuck out of my heart when I'm 23 or 30 at a show. For some people, it's different. For me, it's not. If it weren't for not caring, I don't know how I'll be. I suppose not caring has a big part on why I do the things I do such as picking my nose in front of people, not conforming to being "lady-like," and at shows- I really do not care about anything outside of it.
My lady supervisor said "I don't give a fuck, people need to live." I agreed and said people need to keep their sanity especially working in a place like this. Hardcore shows are and always will be the only place I can keep my sanity.