Apr 27, 2010 22:06
Dear Self,
When we can't fix what hurts us and we can't let those who hurt us live it down. We have to help ourselves to get over it so we don't hurt those who are hurting us even more than they are already hurting.
God that was mouth full.
Yet another night filled with dreams of him.
I have un resolved issues or feelings. I'm thinking its feelings. But I feel content in my dreams seeing him. Not hurt, angry, sad, just content. I don't have any overwhelming feelings when I wake up. I really don't know.
I don't want to go or be in Stephs wedding. I just rather not be the only one without a date.
Blah!!!!!!!!
But I guess I just have to suck it up and get over it.
Well gotta go watching Space Jam.
Love you forever!
KelKel