Green Tea Ice Cream and I want snuggles from Mat....
The Decisions swirling around my head are driving me nutz. Nathan just gave me an ultimatium. I'm unhappy. I feel childish and stupid. Fuck...why does this have to be soo hard!
so thats how I felt a couple days ago haha I forgot I was writing on here.
So I was totally happy and then I'm totally sad....I need to be in Mats arms I want to feel secure and happy and loved...I'm tired of this unhappiness...I'm tired of California...I want Mat...and as crazy as that is I want to be love struck and not think carefully about this. I just want what I want and so there. hehe
so thats how I felt a couple days ago haha I forgot I was writing on here.
So I was totally happy and then I'm totally sad....I need to be in Mats arms I want to feel secure and happy and loved...I'm tired of this unhappiness...I'm tired of California...I want Mat...and as crazy as that is I want to be love struck and not think carefully about this. I just want what I want and so there. hehe